Monday, September 25, 2006

Neighbors in the real world

I used to live with my cousin in Quezon City. In all the four years that I stayed there, never had I experienced going out of our compound and had people recognized and smiled at me. I only know the people I know there because I *need* to know them.

Samantalang dito sa Bicutan, two years pa lang ako, I already know people, sometimes even their family members.

I did not go out of the house the whole day Saturday. Hapon na lang because I had to attend a meeting. Paglabas ko, nakita ko yung may ari ng tindahan dun sa tapat. Kausap yung may ari ng tindahan sa tabi. They both smiled at me. Konting lakad pa, the lady who owns the photocopy saw me and smiled. Lakad pa ulit ng konti, sa kanto I saw a friend there – friend na kasi chika na kami. Nagkasabay kami minsan sa tricycle but before that incident every time we see each other we exchange small talks. Yung kuya niya ang official taga-repair ng computer ko, yung wife ng kuya niya ang tutor ng brother ko.

When I got back from the meeting, I bought food dun sa canteen near my house. The owner/cook once helped me arrange my things, nanlaglag kasi. Kaya friends na rin kami.

They are those who make my day a little bit brighter. Though at times they can be very annoying and noisy but that’s life eh, you cannot have everything. They are kind and polite to me naman whenever we see each other. Sometimes even if I’m not in the mood to socialize, once they smile and say, “kamusta?” I end up smiling all the way to wherever I’m suppose to go. And I feel welcome – naku, knock on the wood ha, at baka mabaliktad.

Last night, I realized that if ever I would transfer to another place, it would be somewhere where I would really really want to go and stay. Kasi kung hindi, I would rather stay here kahit gaano pa siguro kalayo ang work place ko.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Fix you

Coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love some one but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Friday, September 15, 2006

Au revoir

Ate Helen will be leaving for Cebu soon. When she invited me to dinner with other Lisieux members at Glorietta last week, I did not think twice. I immediately said, “Yes, I’ll be there.” This was kind of unusual since I rarely go out at night. But in this case, I did not have any qualms in meeting them.

Ate Helen was the Minister (President) when I entered Lisiuex in 1997. During my second year as a member, she chose me to be part of the outreach committee (she was the head). It was the committee assigned in the preparation for the annual concert. In the middle of the school year, she entrusted the position to Mej and me due to her unexpected busy schedule. Nakakatuwang isipin that she believed in us even though we were just a couple of new members. With her guidance, the concert that year went well.

There was a time when I was pondering if I would attend the Life in the Spirit Seminar (LSS) or not. So I asked for a sign – that someone would give me yellow flower/s. The night before the registration date she dropped by our house and gave me a bunch of yellow mums, she said, it was for good luck for the coming exam week. It was my sign. I attended the LSS and was blessed.

After graduation, she took time to reply to my questions regarding faith. She sent me long emails explaining the answers to my questions. Last August, she passed the Medical Board Exam and will be going to Cebu next week to live there permanently (?).

I would just like to write this down because I wanted to remember things. From high school through College, there are three people whom I would always remember for their kindness: Sr. Yel, Kuya Ram and Ate Helen. I hope I would be able to meet the other two in the future.

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The above entry was written a few days ago.

We had dinner at Cafe Bola located at Greenbelt 3. Siyempre we have pictures :)



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In a matter of three weeks, four people I know died.

The father of my former boss died of massive heart attack last August 28; the person who used to hold the position I am currently occupying died of cancer of the pancreas last September 1; the owner of the sari-sari store in front of my former boarding house died of heart attack last September 4 and just last Friday, my former math teacher died of diabetes.

My initial thought was, “Gosh, people are leaving.”

We Christians were assured when the Son ascended to heaven that death is not the end but rather the beginning of life with the Creator. In the article entitled, “The Secret of the Poor Souls in Purgatory,” Maria Simma of Austria, having given the chance to communicate with these souls, once asked them if they would rather go back to earth to gain enough (goodness) to cleanse their souls. They answered, “No,” because they have seen the greatness of God’s love and would never even want to be away from it again.

I am not sad that they died. My sadness belongs to those who were left behind. I am glad that finally they would be able to meet the one true perfect and wonderful God in the glory of His paradise.

Looking forward to meeting you there. :)

Eternal Rest grant unto them O Lord
And let perpetual light shine upon them.
May they rest in peace... Amen.


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Sorry, pero umiinit na ang ulo ko.
it's already 1 in the morning and I am still here in the office, finishing something.
And it's not even my event.

So tired.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

SFC@WAR

It was another night to remember as the SFC-Bicutan family welcomed 21 more brothers and sisters during the Lord’s Day celebration on 2 September 2006 at the Our Lady of the Holy Rosary Parish, Bicutan. The celebration culminated the 15-week Christian Life Program (CLP), which started on 27 May 2006.

Compared to previous CLPs, this year was a special one as the community celebrated the Lord’s Day with a theme, the SFC at War Against Regression or SFC@WAR. The evening was highlighted by the presence of Mr. Jayson Mira, Chapter Head, who delivered the welcome remarks to the group. His message focused on the activities of the community beyond CLP as he challenged each and everyone to participate and continue the WAR.

Of the 21 graduates, brothers dominated the group as their number reached 13 while the sisters reached eight. The newest batch of Bicutan graduates include: Brothers: Allan Altamera (Al), Orbel Camoy (Orbel), June Cuenca (June), Nestro Gulfre (Shane), Rene Roldan (Choi), Preciouso Aclon (Jay R), Richard Joseph Alcazaren (RJ), Denver Deomampo (Dhenz), Eped Hibionada (Phed), Roxly Taguinod (RT), Jay Ar Dela Cruz (Jay-Ar), Eddie Ruedas (Ed), and Ryan Usman (Ayan); Sisters: Ana Linda Abaigar (Ana), Angelita Amazona (Angie), Sherly Tagulao (She), Jenna Mae Alcazaren (Jeann), Nemia Cabrera (Nemz), Apricelda Dela Cruz (April), Raquel Nava (Raquel), and Rona Subrado (Ron Ron).

The celebration was also graced by the presence of Brothers and Sisters from Hagunoy, Signal and Tenement who joined in welcoming the new members.

Friday, September 08, 2006

Not yet...

Author Unknown
Sep 7, 2006

Sometimes I ask the question, "My Lord, is this your will?"
It's then I hear you answer me, "My Precious Child ... be still."

Sometimes I feel frustrated, cause I think I know what's best.
It's then I hear you say to me, "My Busy Child ... just rest"

Sometimes I feel so lonely and I think I'd like a mate.
Your still small voice gets oh so clear and says, "My Child ... please
wait"

"I know the plans I have for you, the wondrous things you'll see;
If you can just be patient, Child, and put your trust in me.

I've plans to draw you closer. I've plans to help you grow.
There's much I do you cannot see and much you do not know.

But know This, Child ..... I LOVE YOU. You are Precious unto Me.
Before I formed you in the womb, I planned your destiny.

I've something very special I hope for you to learn.
The gifts I wish to give to you are gifts you cannot earn.

They come without a price tag, but not without a cost;
at Calvary, I gave My Son, so You would not be lost.

Rest Child, and do not weary of doing what is good.
I promise I'll come back for you just like I said I would.

Your name is written on my palm, I never could forget;
Therefore, do not be discouraged when my answer is... "Not Yet"

PRAYER
Lord Jesus, we ask You to guide us as we pray for your guidance. May
your love shine on us, so that it we may reflect our trust for You to
others.

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Preliminary list

As early as September I'm going to post my wishlist :)
Madadagdagan pa as time goes by. For the mean time ito muna :)

Album of:

Sitti Navaro
Caffe Bossa

Apo Hiking Society
Kami nAPO Muna (Tribute To Apo Hiking Society)

Gary Valenciano
Relevance, Still Connected With The Times

Agot Isidro
The Island

Di pa kumpleto yan. :)

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Just finished a report, almost done with another and will start a new one tomorrow.

Hihi! :)

Monday, September 04, 2006

Downd... down... down

Nalulungkot ako.
Monday na naman.
I'm really not happy here at work...
maghapon na lang ako napagalitan.
Kahit yung mga walang karapatang magalit,
nagagalit.
hay...
I just feel so down.

Friday, September 01, 2006

Prepare The Way

BER na!!!

114 days before Christmas!

yeah!
yeah!
yeah!

:)

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Prepare The Way
V1:

He has come to bring light into the darkness
He has come to bring freedom to the captives
He has come to restore the broken hearted
It's time to proclaim the year of the Lord

Refrain:

Prepare the way
Prepare the way for our redeemer
Prepare the way
Prepare the way for our restorer
Make ready your heart
Make ready your home
Make ready the people of God
Prepare the way

V2:

He has come to bring hope to the hopeless
He has come to comfort all who mourn
He has come to heal our every sickness
It's time to proclaim the year of the Lord