First post for the year 2005

There is something wrong with my net connection. Before kasi I can open blogdrive.com BUT NOT livejournal.com and postmark.net. Now, I cannot access blogdrive.com BUT I can browse and post naman sa livejournal.com and postmark.net. Hay naku… weird. Hindi ko na tuloy mabibisita si ****. Hay…

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Anyway, since I can now open my livejournal account, I browsed and found this:

Guada Gurl ( guada_gurl) wrote,@ 2004-02-24 18:51:00

Current mood: accomplished
Current music: i'll never get over you (getting over me) -- exposé

for you, arlene... (forwarded mail)

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over.

A year ago, this was meant for Arlene. This year the message is for me.

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I cannot understand nor can I comprehend what your plans are, my Lord. I am like an ant in Michael Angelo’s masterpiece; I can only guess where I am right now. All I can do is to hold on to your promises of a grander and more majestic plan.

Thank you very much for giving a very tight and comforting hug last weekened. Thank you for loving me that much. Don't ever get tired of me...