Nothing moves me. I can only truly feel something when it involves sadness and anger. I have been very irritable, clumsy and forgetful these past few weeks. I hate myself for having these “abnormalities”. I'm numb... too numb to feel and write anything. Until when this will last? :'( Sana matapos na. I longed to feel the excitement of being alive again.
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there's a word i can't spell. it rhymes with "ends" almost sounds exactly like "penitence..." -- tweena!
guada, my girl...
they say there are 5 Stages of Grief, wherein a person MUST go through the five stages to be well again, to heal. perhaps you're in a plateau of one stage (perhaps Stage 4 - Depression), so it feels so very numb. i'm sure you'll wake up one day and DECIDE to finally move on to the next stage. and LIVE life again. (i know coz i've been there once, remember?)
i pray for your peace of mind & heart. ;-)
Lhen:
Ah! "PATIENCE"
Salamat po :)
LaMer:
Thank you po :)
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