Monday, January 14, 2013

Prayer time

FIRST READING Hebrews 1:1–6

"When he had accomplished purification from sins, he took his seat at the right hand of the Majesty on high, as far superior to the angels as the name he has inherited is more excellent than theirs."

GOSPEL Mark 1:14–20

“Come after me, and I will make you fishers of men.”

~~~

(I am starting this prayer time in hopes that I will hear Your voice and feel Your presence again. I have been neglectful of my reposibilities to You. You have been so very kind and loving to me. Thank you. Please be with me today.)

I pray that You continue to bless us with all the things that we need to fulfill Your purpose for us. Let us experience You in all the things that we do. Amen.

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Monday, January 07, 2013

Kinder this 2013

I was so sad this morning. I was reading my email when I noticed that there was an email from one of my project staff.

He was informing me that he will be absent sometime next week because it is the 1st month of his Mama's death. After some inquiry, he clarified that it was his real mother who died and not any other woman in his family.

I was shocked. No one knew about this. Nobody else in the office knows. I mean, how could he not tell our other office mates about this! I could imagine how heavy this news is! I would understand it if I would be the last person to know because we are not friends. But news like this should be shared with other people. It lessens the burden. It lessens the pain.

I told him, he could go home already. He told me, "ayoko nga pong umuwi eh." I stopped bugging him about it. But in my heart, I understand. I also find it hard to deal with sadness head on. I do it in my own and in my own time.

I was so glad I did not reprimand him when he was absent last time. I learned that it was the day that his mom was buried. I know that it will be a bit hard, but I will try my best to be kinder to him in hopes that I can help him in any way I can with kindness.
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Saturday, January 05, 2013

Your Heart Today


I first heard of this song when I was in 4th year high school in Canossa College. J It was taught to us by Sister Yel, my favorite religion teacher. I wonder where she is right now.

Where there is fear I can allay
Where there is pain I can heal
Where there are wounds I can bind
And hunger I can fill.

Lord, grant me courage
Lord, grant me strength
Grant me compassion
That I may be Your heart today.

Where there is hate I can confront
Where there are yokes I can release
Where there are captives I can free
And anger I can appease.

When comes the day I dread
To see our broken world
Compel me from my cell grown cold
That Your people I may behold.

And when I've done all that I could
Yet there are hearts I cannot move
Lord, give me hope
That I may be Your heart today.



Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Prenuptial Photo Session at Fully Booked



I do not know where to begin writing about our wedding (the preparations made and what transpired after) but for the meantime, here is a collage of our prenuptial photo session at Fully Booked Bonifacio High Street by Arlene Briones of Imagine Nation.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Ultimo adios


by Joey Ayala


adios patria adorada
region del sol querida
perla del mar de oriente
nuestro perdido eden
sa 'yo ‘tong aking buhay
puno ng kalungkutan
nguni’t kung maging mas brillante
mas fresca, mas florida
sa ‘yo pa rin iaalay
sa ‘yong kapakanan

sa parang ng digmaan
luchando con delirio
kay rami nang nag-alay
walang pagdadal’wa
saan man ay di importante
sa cipres, laurel o lirio
bitayan o kabukiran
combate o cruel martirio
ito ay iisa lamang
sa bayang sinilangan

ang aking kamataya’y
sabay ng mga kulay ng langit
sa umagang papawi sa gabi
at kung saka-sakaling
pula’y kailanganin
aking dugo’y gamitin
sa tamang panahon
y dorela un reflejo
de su nasciente luz

mi patria idolatrada
dolor de mis dolores
querida Filipinas
paalam ko’y dinggin
ako ngayo’y patungo
mis padres mis amores
kung saan walang alipin
verdugos ni opresores
donde la fe no mata
kung saan naghahari ang diyos

adios padres y hermanos
bahagi ng aking puso
paalam mga kababata
sa ‘ting tahanang sawi
salamat at lilisanin
araw ng suliranin
adios dulce extranjera
mi amiga, aking ligaya
adios mga ginigiliw
ako ay hihimlay

~~~

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Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Invitation to Love

by Paul Laurence Dunbar




Come when the nights are bright with stars
Or when the moon is mellow;
Come when the sun his golden bars
Drops on the hay-field yellow.

Come in the twilight soft and gray,
Come in the night or come in the day,
Come, O love, whene'er you may,
And you are welcome, welcome.

You are sweet, O Love, dear Love,
You are soft as the nesting dove.
Come to my heart and bring it rest
As the bird flies home to its welcome nest.

Come when my heart is full of grief
Or when my heart is merry;
Come with the falling of the leaf
Or with the redd'ning cherry. 

Come when the year's first blossom blows,
Come when the summer gleams and glows,
Come with the winter's drifting snows,
 And you are welcome, welcome.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Books we are reading at the moment

I'm reading:


Jopet is reading:


Tonight, we have a date (over the phone lang). He will tell me what this COBRA book is all about. He stayed up late until 4 am just to read this book. It's probably good.

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

New phone!

Samsung Galaxy Nexus

Aylabit! :)

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Wednesday, May 02, 2012

Once is enough

I have been very careful about a lot of things. But I wanted to remember this, so I am going to write it down…

Arlene and I were exchanging files last night. She gave me several episodes of our favorite TV series, including the most recent one of Glee that featured Matt Bomer as Cooper Anderson, the brother of Blaine, and a copy of Adele’s concert at the Royal Albert Hall.

She asked me to listen first to the duet of Cooper and Blaine where they sang Somebody that I used to Know. Lyrics below:

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough

Afterwards, she asked me to listen to Adele’s version of I Can’t Make You Love Me. I was a bit hesitant to listen because the song reminded me so much about myself a few years ago. I told Arlene that I would always feel sad whenever I hear the song. And her response was, “Yeah I know, let us just be glad that we are not there anymore.” 

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize... don't patronize me
'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't.

I mean, if someone would give me a chance to live again in another time and in another universe, and would give me the option to have that experience removed from the list of all the things that I experienced, I would definitely choose that it be retained. It helped me grow up. It made me stronger than I ever thought possible. It taught me to be kinder, to be understanding, and to be more loving. But that’s it. I will never choose to experience it the second time, or worse the third. Once is enough for me that whenever Jopet and I would fight, I would always try to remember what happened before and imagine what I could have done to make it better and then I try to make things ok with him. It also helped a lot that Jopet is super kind.

~~~

The other day, while Jopet and I were arguing, I told him that to make things ok, I would break up with him (I was not really serious about this). He paused for a while and then he said that I could not do that. Mejo tumaas ang kilay ko, so I asked, “At bakeeet??!” then he said, “kasi pinag-pray mo ako.” It was my turn to be quiet. Then I laughed. Sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko: “Oo nga.” :)

It was true. I prayed so hard for about half a decade. I waited so long for his arrival that when he came, I was already on the brink of having a heart so bitter and so cold. He was the warmth that melted my heart. He made it so easy to fall in love with him.

~~~

For our 34th birthday, Jopet took me out on a snack date. He cooked Korean instant noodles, prepared cheese sandwiches, brought two chairs to the rooftop, and then asked me to go up with him to watch the sunset. It was sweet! I never thought he would do that for me. :)

One of his dreams is to see me sitting beside him doing nothing, nothing at all. He would often say that I am a malikot na bata because I cannot sit still for even 10 minutes. This afternoon he got what he wished for. As we watched the birds in the sky, the planes taking off in the nearby airport, the people below us, and the clouds above, I sat there for about 5 minutes doing absolutely nothing but held his hand. :) And I must admit, it felt good.


Sunday, April 08, 2012

Bisita Iglesia 2012

Nuestra Señora del Pilar
1st and 2nd Stations of the Cross



In this church I remember Gian, Elena, and Miguel. I pray for them Lord God. I pray for their family, that they may live and love each other in sickness and in health. May you bless them with good health always, especially Baby Miggy. May you bless them with understanding and peace-loving hearts that they may strengthen their relationship with each other and with the people around them. Bless them also with wealth that they can use to start their own life together. Amen.


Parish and Shrine of Padre Pio
3rd and 4th Stations of the Cross





I pray for those who are sick and hurting. May your loving hands touch them and heal them completely. In Jesus name, Amen.

Special prayer for Miguel, Mama, Papa, Jayjay, Gian, Inay, Myself, Jopet, Ate Che, and Ate Girlie.


Saint Thomas of Aquinas Parish
5th and 6th Stations of the Cross


I pray for all the families in the world. May they, like Jesus, continue to rise each time they fall. May each member sees the beauty of God's love in all the challenges they will face in their journey. Amen.

I also pray for my SFC family. May you continue to use them for your greater glory, Lord God.

Special prayers for the Ramos and Brion Families, Dimaya Family, Dela Cruz Family, Francisco Family, and Paredes Family.


Saint John the Evangelist
7th and 8th Stations of the Cross



I pray for my brothers and sisters. You have sent me people that helped me grow to who I am right now. I pray that you continue to bless them with everything that they need to be able to fulfill your purpose for them. Amen.


Nuestra Señora del Soledad
9th and 10th Stations of the Cross


Here, I will always remember Carlo and all the children who have touched my life. I pray that You bless them Lord with wisdom, happiness, love and understanding. May they all grow in love with you, my God. Amen.

Special prayer for Miguel and Carlo, my brothers and sisters, and all my cousins.


Immaculada Concepcion Malvar Parish
11th and 12th Stations of the Cross


Here, I remember all the faithful, the priests, and the sisters who have dedicated their lives to do your works here on earth. They are your face. I pray that you continue to give them the strength and the resources that they need to do your will.

I dedicate this station also for Jopet's love for you.


Saint Therese of the Child Jesus Parish
13th and 14th Stations of the Cross


Here, I pray for Jopet and I. May You bless us with a loving, full of understanding, happy, healthy, fulfilling, and wealthy relationship. Bless us Lord God with all the things that we need, including wealth for us to be blessings to other. Bless also our future family. May You always be in our midst. Thank you po. Amen.

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Monday, March 26, 2012

Finding faith in the desert

Dear God,

I have been in the desert for quite some time now. And although I know that you love me very much (through the people around me), I feel that I am so far away from you. I long to feel your presence in my life, my God.

As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after Thee

You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship Thee


You alone are my strength, my shield
To you alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship Thee

You're my friend and you are my brother
Even though you are a king
I love you more than any other
So much more than anything


I want you more than gold or silver
Only you can satisfy
You alone are the real joy giver
And the apple of my eye

Love,
Your daughter

Two branches of one tree

Sunday, March 04, 2012

Friday, March 02, 2012

Monday, February 27, 2012

Travel Note - MV Logos Hope 1st Time in Manila



Itinerary:

1:45 - Meet up at the Head Quarters, Bicutan (our house)
2:00 - Lunch at Rai Rai Ken, SM Bicutan
4:15 - Logos Hope, Pier 15 South Harbor, Manila
7:45 - Bulalo Point, Tagaytay
9:50 - Mushroom Burger, Tagaytay
11:30 - Miguel's Place, Buendia
12:00 - Home sweet home! :)

Sunday, February 12, 2012

32nd Birthday - Jopet



For the person who loves me and whom I love even more, happy 32nd birthday!

I pray for you all the best things in the world. May God bless you more and more each day!

Thank you for being one of the super wonderful blessings in my life. I love you much!

Kiss :)

Thursday, February 09, 2012

NAST Phl Gears Up for Good Water Governance in the Philippines

Guada B. Ramos and Dexter L.A. Bautista

The National Academy of Science and Technology, Philippines (NAST PHL) spearheaded the Roundtable Discussion (RTD) on Water Rights and Water Wrongs: Towards Good Water Governance for Development, with the Social Sciences Division at the helm through Academician Agnes Rola, who served as the focal person for the event. The activity was conducted at the Le Salon, Hyatt Hotel Manila, 26 January 2012.

Academician Emil Q. Javier, president of NAST Phl and chair of the 34th Annual Scientific Meeting (ASM) welcomed the participants led by the Philippine Water Czar, Honorable Secretary Rogelio L. Singson of the Department of Public Works and Highways (DPWH). Acd. Javier stated that as part of its advisory function, the NAST ASM takes on key national issues and brings collective expertise not only from the Academy but from the whole scientific community to address such issues. Since water is becoming a pressing national concern, NAST believed that it is timely and appropriate to dedicate this year’s ASM to water and its many challenges and implications.

Being the first in the series of RTDs in preparation for the ASM in July, this RTD aimed to clarify the current state of water governance in the Philippines and recommend ways to improve it. Experts invited were Dr. Christopher Wensley, lead water resource specialist of the Asian Development Bank (ADB), Dr. Cristina David, former Research Fellow of the Philippine Institute for Development Studies (PIDS), Mr. Vicente Paragas, executive director of the National Water Resources Board (NWRB), Acd. Guillermo Tabios III, member of the NAST Engineering Sciences and Technology (EST) Division, Dr. Joy Lizada, dean of the College of Management, University of the Philippines Visayas (UPV), Prevelyn Gazmen, stakeholder manager of the Manila Water, and Dr. Ma Helen Dayo, director of the Gender Center of the University of the Philippines Los Baños (UPLB). Dr. Felino Lansigan of the Institute of Statistics, UPLB, acted as the moderator for the open forum and Dr. Juan Pulhin of the College of Forestry and Natural Resources, UPLB, synthesized the discussions.

Starting on the premise that “water is (a) human right”, Acd. Rola discussed the framework of analysis for water governance in relation to development. According to her, there is a need for (1) institutional body to govern watershed unit for its water resources and other environmental services; (2) instruments enabling efficient use of water at its highest value; and (3) broad support from local community, civil societies, and the local governments to ensure quality water management.

Dr. Wensley, on the other hand, discussed the Asian Development Bank perspectives on water resources management and water governance. ADB’s Asian Water Development Outlook of 2011 showed that household water scarcity is undermined by persuasive inequity; the region’s economic prosperity is imperilled by the poor health of 80% of its rivers; and the high disaster risk combines with low resilience can undo economic development. In order to address the global water crisis, ADB published the Water Rights and Water Allocation: The Foundation of Water Governance that tackles the issues of ensuring basic water rights, principles of allocation, managing water shortages, adapting to change, building capacity, encouraging consultation, and strengthening accountability.

Dr. David highlighted issues in water pricing. She reported that with the growing scarcity of raw water supply and increasing demand for water, there has been widespread belief since the late 1980s that appropriate water pricing is necessary for achieving allocation and management of water resources. However, the current scheme employed by local water districts and private groups like MWSS is rather incomplete. To address the growing concerns on water pricing, she suggested broadening the perspective in terms of policy, regulatory, and institutional instruments, to achieve overall objectives of improving water resource management, beyond just pricing. She also recommended an appropriate mix of public and private provision and management of water resources and greater user participation in decision making and actual management.

Mr. Paragas reported that there are more than 30 agencies in the Philippines managing water resources resulting in fragmentation and sectoral approach in water management. Due to the existing legal framework, there are overlapping and unclear delineation of roles and responsibilities. The present situation shows a need to improve the current management of water resources. Mr. Paragas proposed programs to improve water governance such as the (1) establishment of science-based decision support systems including climate change impacts models in the conduct of water resources assessment towards improved policies and decision making, (2) conduct research on water efficiency, alternative water management technologies and water accounting specially for irrigation use and promote its implementation; (3) review of the Water Code of the Philippines for possible amendment to be responsive to current issues and challenges; (4) implementation of policies on the issuance of Water Permit in critical areas; (5) partnership with government agencies and LGUs on the monitoring of compliance of the Water Code of the Philippines; (6) deputation of the DENR regional officers to bring NWRB nearer to the people; and (7) advocacy on river basin management.

Considering the current status, challenges, and issues of the country’s water resources, Acd. Tabios recommended the creation of a National Water Resources Management Council (NWRMC), which will include all existing agencies that have a stake in water resources and unite them into a single agency chaired by the President of the Republic of the Philippines. This council is expected to manage and protect the country’s water resources for domestic water supply, sanitation, irrigation, hydropower, fisheries, aquaculture, flood control, navigation, and recreation including the enhancement and maintenance of water quality, conservation of watersheds, control of water pollution and environment restoration without compromising the natural ecosystem functions and services.

Dr. Lizada showcased the Metro Iloilo Water District and discussed the controversies confronting it. She talked about the initiatives on water resource management of the Tigum Aganan Watershed Management Board (TAWMB) as the supply side and the Metro Iloilo Water District (MIWD) as the demand side.

Ms. Gazmen recognized that the poor are most vulnerable to water supply problems. Manila Water initiated a program called Tubig Para sa Barangay (TPSB) to be able to provide water for the poor in urban communities. The program reduces high systems losses for Manila Water, and at the same time, it addresses the water needs of low-income communities. This initiative was commended by National Scientist Gelia Castillo during the open forum, who also suggested that maybe this can be replicated in more areas.

Dr. Dayo shared her work with the communities around Mt. Banahaw and its impact on gender relations including their struggle for the common property water resources coming from the mountain. Water scarcity is becoming a source of conflict in this rural area. The water concerns can be seen as a precautionary tale that shows how gender, institutions or religion and identity-related struggles unfolded in the rich environmental history of Mt. Banahaw.

In the end, Dr. Pulhin summarized the presentations by stating the basic premise of the discussion. He reiterated that water is a human right and a building block of development. He further added that Water RIGHTS involve water as valuable resource that is increasingly becoming scarce. It is an institution that covers the custom, behavioural patterns and rules that define access, use and management. On the other hand, Water WRONGS involve weak policy implementation, poor water quantity and quality, lack in coordination, capacity, and resources among the agencies and stakeholders involved. He added that existing policies do not mention climate change. The need to include environmental costs for appropriate pricing mechanism was emphasized. In terms of governance, a disparity between theory and practice including lack of science and technology-based decision-making was noted and should be addressed.

This is the first of a series of RTDs focusing on water issues and leading to the conduct of the 34th Annual Scientific Meeting (ASM) in July 2012.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Pag-ibig ang Naghahari

Bukas Palad
from the album Maging Akin Muli


Panginoon, turuan Niyo po akong mabuhay sa araw-araw
Na hindi sarili lang ang ipinangingibabaw
Ito ang aking taos-pusong panalangin
At lubos na umaasang Inyong diringgin

Hayaan ang mga mata'y mamulat sa katotohanan
Ang pananagutan ay hindi malilimutan
Upang mabuhay na mag-uli at maluwalhati
At pag-ibig ang siyang tanging naghahari

Tulungan Niyo po ako sa lahat ng gawain
Upang maging matapat at maunawain
At malaman na ang pagsunod sa utos Niyo
Ay ang pagtulong sa aking kapwa-tao


Hayaan ang mga mata'y mamulat sa katotohanan
Ang pananagutan ay hindi malilimutan
Upang mabuhay na mag-uli at maluwalhati
At pag-ibig ang siyang tanging naghahari

Kapag ang aking gawain sa lupa ay tapos na
At ang bagong tungkulin sa langit ay nagsisimula pa
Nawa'y makaligtaan ang koronang nakamtan
Habang iniisip pa rin ang alay sa sangkatauhan

Hayaan ang mga mata'y mamulat sa katotohanan
Ang pananagutan ay hindi malilimutan
Upang mabuhay na mag-uli at maluwalhati
At pag-ibig ang siyang tanging naghahari