Since September 5 until last night I have been begging him to stay and love me. Unfortunately he also told me last night that it’s really over. That he really does not love me anymore. It pains me so much to hear that -- that I had to cry out loud to release the pain.
Dear Lord,
I don’t want to complain.
But I know that only you can unburden me.
Only you my God can help me
with what I’m going through right now.
I offer you every pain...
every single drop of tear...
Heal me my God.
5 comments:
Broken hearts heal over time. (You know me, you should believe me.)
But a thirsty Spirit needs serious help.
We help our self best when we stop to quench the thirst of the Spirit. (You're doing good, keep at it.)
I will not stop you from crying. But I'll be the first to stop you from putting yourself down.
Keep the Faith. The best time to praise God is during difficult times. For it is when Satan is almost ready to claim you. Therefore, it is the time when God is closest to you. God won't let go. He won't let us go. He is Faithful.
We, too, shouldn't let go of Our Faith.
Salamat po. :)
Hi girl! I happened to browse on you blog.I've been through such pain... and i know it'll take time.. sometimes years... (need i say i still feel pain when i'm down memory lane?)
Since He left with good promises of coming back (was i stupid to believe!), i never lost confidence on his words. Then some things change in the process.. i grew to love Him more for his absence.. but he seems to slip away without me knowing.. and i, then left in darkness. THen came the dreadful day.. everything ended... good thing in your case, u had time to ask God to bring M back. In my case, i was all the time praying God give him strength to finish his task in time so we'll be together. Still holding to the stupid promise we had!
It'll really hurt. I'm glad you had time to cry out the pain... i never had. Till now, the pain is so deep i can't pull it out. How i longed to cry believing the pain will drift as each teardrop falls from my eyes.
In time.. we'll both be free of all this pain! In the mean time, we can be each other's alter ego of this pain.
We may question the big "WHY"... we may or may not find the answers, but let's not let ANGER ruin the angels we have within ourselves.
Cry if you must. If it would soothe the wounded spirit, then let the tears flow. Thank you for dropping by. Let us both learn and grow from what we had.
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