Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Update

Grabe! Mid-August na at wala pa rin akong kahit isang finished report.

Arrrrgh!

I have to prepare six (!) reports in two different subjects and one extra subject from a different institution. Feeling ko nga nagpapanic ako kaya hindi na rin ako makagawa. The "fear of fear itself" sabi nga.

Anyway, I'm planning to post some pictures of Carlo here. Hindi ko pa lang naayos. I'm on a blog leave* till further notice.

* Got the term somewhere. To whoever coined the word, borrow ko po muna.

~~~

Ay, pahabol!

I’m looking for these books:



If you know where I could buy them, please, inform me.

Thank you :)

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

PGMA and DevCom

President GMA should really really study Development Communication.

While reading my DevC 208 module (Social Marketing and Social Mobilization) I came across these three trends and definitions of development. Allow me to share:

(copied verbatim)
1. Development must be PEOPLE-CENTERED - The aim of development must be the improvement of the quality of life of human beings, not improvements in economic production.

2. Development must be PARTICIPATORY - In order to realize development, concerted efforts from the government and the grassroots are needed.

3. Development must be SUSTAINABLE - True development doesn’t sacrifice tomorrow’s resources for the sake of today’s needs.

Am I loved or what?

Natutuwa naman ako sa mga kapatid ko.

Last Sunday, while reading the messages in Gian’s cell phone (he allows me to read his messages sometimes), he showed me the picture of his current girlfriend. Pretty, if I may say so.

Then he added in a very casual manner: “Ikaw ang gusto kong unang ma-meet niyan. Naku Ate, pag nakita mo siya, super ganda, super bait, yada-yada…” The usual praises dedicated only to his girlfriends – including the previous ones. I know kasi narinig ko na yun na sinabi niya before.

Then last night, my other brother, Jay-jay asked if I’d be staying over at our house during the weekend. I said, “No, I’ll be going home. Why?”

To which he replied: “Ay sayang, may ipapakilala pa naman sana ako sa’yo. Friend ko. Ang name eh: girl’s name. Taga UP din siya… yada-yada…”

~~~

They are my brothers. I feel honored that they want me to meet their special someone. Nakakataba ng puso na kahit inaaway ko sila minsan-minsan (?) I can still feel that they love me and that I am important to them. :)

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Lost books

I am currently reading Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown at hindi ko pa rin tapos hanggang ngayon. Haven’t finished any Brown book yet. Kahit Angels and Demons ndi ko pa rin tapos, nasa gitna na ako, but I cheated kaya I lost interest. Have the attention span of a two year-old. Ang daling madistract. Dan Brown is really an excellent writer. Well researched talaga ang books niya. However, I don’t like what he's imparting. Pero siyempre kanya-kanyang opinion yan - to each his own. Tatapusin ko pa ring basahin yun. :)

But…

In just a day, I finished reading Acts of Faith by Erich Segal.

I found a copy of the book the other night at SM book sale. I had a copy of it before. “Before” kasi I lost it almost two years ago. Buti na lang nakakita ulit ako kasi kahit sa National Bookstore, wala. Mas nauna ko pa siyang natapos basahin kesa sa kay Dan Brown.

By the way, ilang Erich Segal na bang book ang nawawala ko dahil sa mga nanghihiram sakin na hindi na isinosoli? Hay… madami-dami na rin. Dalawa – madami yun noh? More than one! Yun dalawa pang pinaka paborito ko sa lahat ng sinulat niya. Yung Love Story and Acts of Faith.

Sayang yung Love Story. It was a gift from my beloved housemates on my 17th birthday. With matching dedication pa yun! Tapos, hiniram ng neighbor ko tapos naiwala niya. Until now, I still couldn’t find the heart to buy a new one kasi naalala ko pa rin yung nawala.

Hindi lang Erich Segal, Og mandino din. I lost my copy of Christ Commission. Kasi my former housemate borrowed it. Sayang talaga!

The Hilario sisters introduced Segal to me. And I already have these: Love Story (lost), Oliver Story, The Class, Prizes, The Doctors and Acts of Faith.

On the other hand, John partly introduced Og Mandino to me. Yun ang legacy niya sakin – kaya salamat na rin at nakilala ko siya. I have several Mandino books – Christ Commission (lost), The Greatest Salesman in the World 1 and 2, The Twelfth Angel, Secrets for Success and Happiness, The Greatest Mystery in the World, etc.

These are just few on my list of “lost books”. Marami pang books na nawawala. Hindi ko na maalala yung iba.

Kahit nga yung 1st book of Sweet Dreams entitled P.S. I Love You that was given to me by my Tita Ann, nawala na rin.

Sayang! Sayang! Sayaaaaaaaaaaang! Tsk! Tsk!

Friday, July 21, 2006

Bo's advice

Don't throw away the 90% that you already have!
By: Bo Sanchez

ADULTERY happens when you start looking for what you don't have.

“Bo, this girl in my office is a real looker,” many husband will say.

“But it's not her Wynona Rider features that got me, I'm head over heels with her because she's also understanding, intelligent, tender – so many things that my wife is not.”

Guys, trust me on this. Somewhere along the way, you'll find a woman who will be more charming, more alluring, more thoughtful, richer, a better cook, have a great sex appeal, more efficient housekeeper and you will find a woman who will need you and pursue you and look over you more than your wife ever did. Because no wife is perfect! Because a wife will only have 90% of what you're looking for. So adultery takes place when a husband looks for the missing 10%.

Let's say your wife is melancholic by nature. You may find yourself drawn to the pretty clerk whos has a cherry laugh no matter what she says: “I broke my arm yesterday, ha...ha...ha...” or because you wife is a homebody in slippers and pajamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil, you may fall for a fresh-smelling young sales representatives that visits your office in a sharp black blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt. Or because your wife is the quite type (a rare find), your heart may skip a beat when you meet an old college flame who has the makings of a talk show host like Oprah.

But wait! That's only 10% of what you don't have.

Don't throw away the 90% that you already have!

That's not all. Add to your wife's 90% the 1000% that represents all the years that you have been with each other. The storms you have weathered together. The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple. The many adjustments you have made to love the other. The wealth of memories that you've accumulated as lovers.

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. But faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have.

But I'm not just talking about marriage, I'm talking about life! About your jobs, your friends, your prayer groups, your lifestyles.

Are you like the economy airline passenger that perennially peeks through the door of the firt class cabin, obsessed with what he's missing? “They have got more leg room! Of my, their food is served in porcelain! Wow, their seats recline at an 80% angle and they've got personal videos!” I guarantee you'll be miserable for the entire trip!

Don't live your life like that. Forget about what the world says is first class. (Do you know that there are many first class passengers who are miserable in first class – because they're not riding in a private Lear Jet?)

My main message: If you start thanking God for what you have right now, wherever you are.....is first class! You have wealth under your nose, thank Him.

“Let's pray to God that we be blessed with a grateful heart and thankful attitude all the time.”

“ADULTERY HAPPENS WHEN YOU START LOOKING FOR WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE.....BUT FAITHFULNESS HAPPENS WHEN YOU START THANKING GOD FOR WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE.”

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

New template

I'll settle for this. :)
The template I used yesterday’s too girly and too flowery for me.

Ito na lang munang "Nautica" courtesy of Blogger Templates until I find a “beauty and the beast” template.

Monday, July 03, 2006

On independence and cockroaches

Independence has always been an issue with my family.

At 26, I can still feel their influence on everything I do. For them, I am still a kid.

Nakakalungkot. I just moved in to a new house and they insisted that my brother would accompany me. I chose a smaller house para kapag mag-isa lang ako, ndi ako matatakot kung gigising man ako in the wee hours of the morning to study. Tapos ngayon, may kasama pa rin ako. Kung hindi siguro ako nag-insist on where to put my things, siguro sila pa rin ang nasunod kung saan-saan dapat nakalagay mga gamit ko. Nakakainis. Kawawa tuloy brother ko kasi siya napapagbuntunan ko.

In addition to this is the fact that the new house is insect infested (cockroaches and mosquitoes and ants). Kung beauty at beauty lang din ang pag-uusapan mas (as in MAS) maganda dito sa new house. I was just not expecting it to be full of insects. Pag hindi umalis itong mga ipis na ito after kong maglagay ng screen and sprayed Baygon (or Raid daw sabi ng nanay ko – though I prefer Baygon) alis na lang ulit ako… :( I have to find a new house, insect / rat free.

Friday, June 30, 2006

Daydreaming

I have a new career goal.
If I will not to become an environmental consultant/specialist
(naks! ang taas ng pangarap ko! :)
then I will take up MA Psychology and
pursue a career in counseling.
I want to get in touch with people and their feelings.
Hindi career counseling ha...
Ay pwede na rin pala career counseling. :)

nangangarap lang... :)

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Help!

I am looking for any information regarding this:
Southern Luzon Giant Cloud Rat (Phloeomys cumingi)
Banahao Forest Frog (Platymantis banahao)

Kindly inform me naman of any URL/book/journal that would provide thorough discussion / sufficient info such as habitat, food, social behavior, etc. of this amphibian.

Badly
needed. Thank you po.

Trading My Sorrows

Darryl Evans

I'm trading my sorrow
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord

And we say yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord
Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord
Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord. Amen

I'm pressed but not crushed
persecuted not abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I'm blessed beyond the curse
for His promise will endure
And His joy's gonna be my strength

Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes with the morning...

Saturday, June 24, 2006

My cousins and me

I have so much to be thankful for. One of them would be for having given the chance to see my beloved brothers and cousins grow up into beautiful persons.

Friday, June 23, 2006

Pissed!

I saw an old friend last Sunday. And while waiting for the food we ordered, we had an opportunity to talk and update each other. I don’t know how to say this in a nice way but to put it bluntly; I really was not so thrilled to see her. She left me bothered and irritated.

She used to be a very good friend of mine during college. We live in the same city and basically have the same circle of friends. During our first few years in college, we were inseparable - like twin sisters.

However, we drifted apart when I graduated. I am partly to blame because of my busy schedule. Actually I don’t know what happened… we were less than ten in our house (they were my housemates) and ever since I went out of college, I have communications naman with our other housemates who are located (and continuously moving) all over the country (Cebu, Cavite, Cotabato, Bukidnon, Laguna and etc.).

We still try to rekindle our friendship by seeing each other every now and then. After which we would promise to communicate and see each other more often. But after a while, wala na naman.

Lately, I noticed that whenever we see each other, there is this pattern of questions and responses that she would follow which would definitely leave my emotions jumbled. First, she would ask me how I am and then talks about the one person I am trying very hard to forget.

Sad, because during those times when I really needed her the most, she was nowhere to be found. She even told me that she was invited to have dinner with him and the girl. Imagine?! Tapos ngayon, tuwing magkikita kami, kukuwentuhan niya ako ng kung ano-ano. And mind you I am not asking her to tell me those things! I am just so pissed that’s why I am writing this. Yes, I am really affected. Why can’t you just keep those things to yourself? Can’t you be a little bit sensitive?

Hay… :(

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Baby Carlo

Baby Carlo was welcomed into the Christian world by the whole family last June 11, 2006. The little curly guy was so cute everybody just loved him. :)



A week after, he learned a new trick … he can now literally put his foot in his mouth :) and suck it!

Words of wisdom

Ten Things to Remember When Your Feelings Have Been Trampled On
By: Donna Fargo

1. Whether it’s a family member, somebody at work, or your best friend who’s hurt you badly, put yourself in their shoes and treat them the way you would want to be treated, even if they don’t deserve it.

2. If you’ve heard something you didn’t want to hear, remember it may not be 100% true. So lighten up. If it’s not urgent, put off thinking about it for a couple of days. Forgive the person who wronged you; don’t forget, you’re doing this for yourself, too. Prove to yourself that you can practice what you believe. Try to be as understanding of others as you would want them to be of you.

3. There will always be losers and winners. Act according to how you want to feel about yourself when all is said and done. Don’t judge what others do if you don’t want them to judge you.

4. Remember, what other people do is their responsibility. Don’t let them cause you to carry a grudge and let their actions weigh you down. They are not responsible for your actions, no matter what they do. You are.

5. If someone has said something untrue about you or done something intentionally to hurt you, wish good things for that person – even if you don’t feel like it. Ask for them what you desire for yourself, and it will draw those things to you.

6. If you’ve made a mistake or disappointed yourself or others, apologize quickly and earnestly; that’s all you can do. Let your remorse teach you how to have compassion for others when they make mistakes. Nobody’s perfect, even though we all try to be. If someone can’t accept your apology, that’s okay, too. Just do the right thing and go on.

7. Talk less and listen more; you could learn something about others and about yourself. If you feel like yelling, go outside and throw rocks on the cement instead. Take a walk or, better yet, sing . . . it will put a melody back in your life.

8. If you think someone is making fun of you or someone you love, disarm them, not with your fist, but with your best smile. Give them something they don’t know how to give. Speak to them; be bold. Ask that they be blessed and you’ll be blessed, too. Forgiveness is a powerful thing; it will help your body and soul. Don’t let anyone cause you to act the way they’ve acted toward you, and remember that they have a right to do whatever they choose also.

9. Don’t hide your hurts and pains and feelings inside where they will harden your heart. Use common sense and understanding to process them. Don’t react just from your feelings; respond with maturity rather than childish habit. You won’t regret it.

10. Get in touch with the person you want to be and become that. Listen to your heart… you can find the answer there to every question you have. Remember, no matter how you’re treated, just treat others the way you would want to be treated when your feelings are getting trampled on.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

The one at Sta. Lucia (Dolores, Quezon)

As promised here are some of the pictures:

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Iba't-ibang kwento

As kids, my brothers and I rarely had any disagreement on what TV shows to watch. We particularly like cartoons and good adventure/science fiction programs. Except for WBC wrestling and Mr. Bean (their favorite and my most hated), we agreed on almost anything shown on TV. From Powerpuff Girls to Kimpossible to Justice League, Batman Beyond to Dragon Ball Z to Inuyasha and Fruit Basket. Name it, we watch it.

However, my all time favorites are: Batman and X-men, for individual and group category respectively.

Batman because he has the capability to get out of any sticky situation (as most super heroes does) without the aid of any superhuman powers, a charcteristic that is recognizably his. He only use his high-tech stuffs – bat belt, bat mobile and the likes – to fight criminals.

As for the X-men, I mainly like the characters and their very unique (siyempre, mutants nga eh) abilities followed by the nice plot.

~~~

When the Uncanny X-men was first shown on TV more than a decade ago, Cyclopes was my first favorite because of his romance with Jean. But then there was this one episode where they featured Wolverine and his life story.

The episode showed how he got his adamantium claws and skeleton and why he had to kill his fiance Lady Mariko Yashida, who was poisoned by Reiko, to relieve her from the pain of slow death caused by the toxin. (wikipedia)

I got this phrase from that episode: “Open your heart where it hurts so much to see the world with your eyes.”

From then on, I became his fan.

~~~

The other night I watched the movie X-men: The Last Stand. I liked it so much; it put a stop on my blog-writing hibernation.

For those who don’t want spoilers, stop reading and visit someone else’s page. For those who already watched the movie or want to have a glimpse of it, read on.

~~~

I wasn’t really shocked when Professor Xavier died. One of my officemates carelessly mentioned it hours before I watched the film. However, what shocked me was the way he died. Jean Grey’s other self, the Phoenix, killed him. It surprised me for once because I know Jean Grey had a lot of untapped mind powers/potentials but what I didn’t know was that she was THAT powerful (level 5 – imagine!).

And then there was Wolverine.

It is a known fact that Wolverine loves Jean Grey. What broke my heart was, of all the characters in the movie, he was the one who was “tasked” to kill her. It was really sad.

~~~

Isa pang kwento…

I bought a complete set of the Korean Telenovela “The Wonderful Life” =D Corny na kung corny pero ang favorite ko ay si… Min Do Huyn. Ang nice ng smile grabe! :)

~~~

Another kwento…

How do you spend a great summer weekend? Mine would be to spend it with my family and friends.

The Angking Tanglaw Choir (SFC Bicutan) spent a weekend at our place (Alaminos, Laguna) last May 20-21, 2006. We are not used to having visitors sleep at our house kaya nakakatuwa nung samin sila natulog :).

We arrived at my place at 11 pm, had dinner and slept at around 2am. We woke up at around 6am the next day. My parents and brother accompany us to Sta. Lucia (at the foot of Mt. Banahaw, Dolores Quezon) for the fellowship.

Anyway, will post the pictures tomorrow :)

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Title: to follow

I don't have the drive to write about anything these days.
More appropriately, I don't like my whines to take over this blog.
Kaya... Kakanta na lang muna ako.

"Be not afraid. I go before you always.
Come follow me, and I will give you rest."

Friday, May 19, 2006

Journey

Angela Zhang

It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.

Monday, May 15, 2006

I ask you... how?

“How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back. There are some things that time can not mend. Some hurts that go too deep... that have taken hold.”
~Frodo
The Return of the King
Lord of The Rings 3

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Circle of life

I am convinced that many times, in the course of our lives, God challenges us with a golden opportunity, a seemingly impossible hurdle, or a terrible tragedy . . . and how we react - or fail to react - determines the course of our future, almost as if we were involved in some sort of heavenly chess game... with our destiny always in the balance.
Og Mandino
A Better Way to Live

Remember this entry:
Hay… I've laid out my plans to Him. But it seems that He wants to make some revisions.

I prayed so hard for Him to give me a new job that would help me develop as a person.

Well... he gave me this:
A text message from Ms. Tata, my former immediate supervisor, that says:
Hi Guads! Are you happy with your work? Just thought you might want to go back to ---. I'm looking for a marketing and alumni relations' assistant. You might be interested.

If you saw me after I received this, you might conclude that I am really crazy. I cannot wipe the smile off my face! My thoughts? Grabe! God must be joking/teasing me. :)

It is as if, he just let me take another route that would just lead me back to the main road again. A complete circle - He made me smile.

After everything... hay... another move in the chessboard of life. I'm sure He is waiting for my next move. Well then Lord, lead the way!

~~~

I believe that each of us has a purpose to be fulfilled in life.

Arlene concluded that our purpose for each other is done.
We were given the chance to be housemates because almost two years ago, we each needed a friend for support.
We both lost a loved one.
Now that the initial shock is over, our purpose was served.
Thus, we will not be housemates any more. :)

So, good luck girl! :) Albeit still envious, I am very happy for you!

You’re going back. Complete the circle this time.

Monday, May 08, 2006

A journey to the recent past

Last night while watching the movie ‘Till there was you, a film that featured Piolo Pascual and Judy Ann Santos, I mentioned to Arlene that it had been almost three years since we first saw it.

I remember because I posted something about it in my other blog. To prove, I visited the site and copied this:

last thursday, arlene & i went out to watch “till there was you.”

the film can be considered as, if not great, a decent one as it, according to Arlene, “surpasses my expectation for a small laugh.”

the plot was simple and yet in every change of scene you’ll be expecting for more.

sobrang nakakatawa si judy-ann :) I don’t think anybody could portray Joanna’s role as effectively as she did - not even claudine (got to believe, 2002).

posted by guada gurl at Saturday, May 03, 2003


On the same page, I found this:

when a fire in a form of a water cannot quench the thirst of another fire, should they be separated?

what if the fire in the form of a water was left behind by the fire, will it die down on it's own?

or will it survive until another element comes along?

maybe…but not sure, never been and never will be.

posted by guada gurl at Saturday, May 03, 2003



Well, to put an end to the story, the fire left and the fire in the form of water found out the answer to her questions. I am pleased to inform you that she survived and is very much alive right now. :)

Thursday, May 04, 2006

me...

sad. :'(

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Green with envy

Waaaaaaaaa!
I don't care whether it's wrong to be jealous or not
but I have to say this...
Inggit ako ke Arlene!
Super inggit!
Waaaaaaaaaa!
She's going back to eLBi!
Why?! Oh why, am I not yet back to my beloved place?!
Everybody's finding a reason to go back!
Why coudn't I find one?
Bakit ako ndi pa rin???!
Waaaa! Inggit talaga ako...
:(

*hikbi*

Friday, April 28, 2006

Amateur seeker

It's official.
I am now looking for a new job...
It's really a pity I have to leave what I have right now. Kung kelan pa naman natututunan ko nang mahalin ang trabaho ko (meaning, I don't have to ask around anymore regarding processes). Kung kelan pa naman I’ve found a community that I’m beginning to love. Kaya lang, I can't take the insults and the power trippings anymore.

I am targeting this one very special position... please pray for me.

Hay… I’ve laid out my plans to Him. But it seems that He wants to make some revisions. Ok lang naman with me. I just hope that in the process, He is tightly hugging/embracing me. Para naman me cushion, if ever I fall…

~~~

Anyway, on a totally different topic…
Hindi ko na matiis, kakanta muna ulit ako ng… :)

Dadaanin sa Panalangin
Jimmy Bondoc

Tila ba dapat huwag ng umasa pa
At tila ba dapat nang kalimutan ka
Mabigat ang kalaban sa pag-ibig mo
At tila ba kailangang mapansin mo pa ako

Dahil kasama nga sa buhay natin ang mabigo
Kaya ano mang pasya'y gagalangin ko
Ituturing bahagi na ng paglago
Ngunit hangga't di naririnig sayong mga labing ako'y bigo

Ikaw ay dadaanin sa panalangin
Dadaanin hanggang maawa ka sa'kin
Dadaanin sa panalangin

*sigh*

Friday, April 21, 2006

Magdalena ng Canossa

How I wish high school na lang ako...
Para simple na lang ang lahat.

~~~

She's our patron saint in high school...
the one whose mission is "to make Christ known and loved."


St. Magdalen of Canossa
(1774-1835)

Wealth and privilege did nothing to prevent today’s saint from following her calling to serve Christ in the poor. Nor did the protests of her relatives, concerned that such work was beneath her.

Born in northern Italy in 1774, Magdalen knew her mind—and spoke it. At age 15 she announced she wished to become a nun. After trying out her vocation with the cloistered Carmelites, she realized her desire was to serve the needy without restriction. For years she worked among the poor and sick in hospitals and in their homes and among delinquent and abandoned girls.

In her mid-twenties Magdalen began offering lodging to poor girls in her own home. In time she opened a school, which offered practical training and religious instruction. As other women joined her in the work, the new Congregation of the Daughters of Charity emerged. Over time, houses were opened throughout Italy.

Members of the new religious congregation focused on the educational and spiritual needs of women. Magdalen also founded a smaller congregation for priests and brothers. Both groups continue to this day.

She died in 1835. Pope John Paul II canonized her in 1988.

Saint of the Day content provided by AmericanCatholic.org

Midnight person

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

Water naman ngayon...





Your Element Is Water


A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted
and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also
are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.
You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.
You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around
waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little
more peaceful.


For our Baby Girl

One quick post!

Today is the 26th birthday of our Baby Girl!
Today is also her graduation day -- from Med School! :)

Happy Happy birthday and Congratulations to you our dearest Cha! You deserve all the best things in life :) Mwah!

Hope you could visit us sometime soon.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

As always…

Kakanta muna ako ng:

It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away

It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it, yeah
* I think God can explain by Splendor

Pinasaya ako ni Lord.
Kahit konting sandali...
Salamat po :)

~~~

I miss the people at the Nazareth Bahay Pag-ibig.
It’s been a year since I last saw them.
The calling is as persistent as ever.
I think I have to go back...

Pag-ibig Mo ang siyang nagmulat, nagakay sa liwanag
Pag-ibig Mo rin ang siyang tumawag upang maging alagad

Kaya ko bang maglingkod ng ganap?
Kayang iwanan ang lahat?
Ang tanging alam ko ako'y tinawag upang maging alagad.
* Binhi ng Pag-ibig by Fr. Mimo Perez

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Mixing photos in Photoshop

Look at this:



I read the steps from Manila Bulletin's Tech101, today's issue.
I'm beginning to like photoshop. :)

Ang galing! we were doing this in our basic photography class (DevC 140) pero manual siyempre - 2 negatives on the top of each other tapos saka ipi-print. Tapos pwede na rin pala sa digital. :) Ang galing!

Sem ender post

Tapos na ang semester. Thank God! Parang this sem super harass na harass ako. Hehe! :) Before kasi, VCD and books lang ang kaagaw ng study time ko - naks! ndi ito totoo! walang study time :) cramming time madami! - ngayon with matching SFC meetings during weekdays and gimmick almost every weekend nabawasan na rin kahit cramming time.

Anyway, grades will be out in two weeks time and I could only hope for the best :)

For the mean time, I’ll be posting this (c/o Kuya John - printed at the back of his shirt):

THREE
(I don’t know who the author is)

I think that I shall never see
A grade as lovely as a three
A three that’s earned with blood and sweat
When failing is a serious threat
A three I’ve asked for God all day
Knowing praying is the only way
Exams are taken by fools like me,
But only God can give a three.

~~~

I was dead tired last Saturday for trying to beat the Portfolio II deadline. I barely slept Friday night worrying about it and then I had to work on it the whole day Saturday. At exactly 4pm, my brain automatically shut down. I had no choice but to go home and prepare for the 6:30pm mass service and practice with the SFC.

I guess I have to say it here…
Natutuwa akong kasama sila. After a year and a half of living here in Bicutan, I found new friends and acquaintances. I am happy knowing them. :)

~~~

Yesterday, my boss gave me his opinion with regard to my joining SFC. According to him, I am shrinking my world by joining a community. I am not mad at him for saying those things. I know he meant well.

The thing is, my world is already small. You see, before I join them, I only know, more or less, 25 people here in Bicutan - 19 from the office and 6 in our neighborhood.

I am not making it small. I am in fact expanding it the best way, I think, possible.

~~~

With all these happening, I guess God wants me to focus more on Him and other things in life. Although not much have changed, I still am the little scattered-brain girl I used to be; I now know that life is bigger than what I perceived it to be. And as silly as it may sound, I think the universe is just waiting for me to be adventurous enough and see things for myself. :)

Nowadays, when people ask me, “How are you?”
I say to them, “I’m good.”
with a smile. :)

I am a little bit hopeful now.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Palm Sunday

Today is Palm Sunday.

It is the start of the Holy Week.
Ash Wednesday on the other hand is the start of Lent.

Yesterday, during the mass (and also this morning), a group of young people dramatized the passion of Jesus Christ from the time he was presented to Pilate up to the time his body was carried to the tomb.

It was a tear jerking play. No doubt people were touched. I had to prevent myself from shedding a tear because it would be too embarrassing to cry. But it hit hard.

I remember watching The Passion of The Christ a year ago. I acquired a copy of the said film probably months before I had the courage to watch it. That is how coward I was (am). I don’t want to see Him suffer because of my sins. But I am glad I did watch it.

The anguish of knowing that he would suffer physically, emotionally and spiritually made Him very human. And yet He accepted everything openheartedly. He could have just said: “I don’t want to” but because of His love for us, He said “thy will be done.” And up to this very moment we can still feel the power of these very precious words – the wonder of His saving grace.

~~~

Today is also Jena's Birthday. :)
Cheers to you my cousin!
Long life and more love ;)
Mwah!

Friday, April 07, 2006

Do you believe in angels?

I do.
And I also believe that they,
led by my beloved Anica,
are pampering me. :)

~~~

I HAVE A DREAM
by ABBA

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I’ll cross the stream - I have a dream

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

The plain one

You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe

But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated
You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys
Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites.
And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear.

Choosy - me?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

A lily

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

Mizpah

Julia A. Baker

Go thou thy way, and I go mine,
Apart, yet not afar;
Only a thin veil hangs between
The pathways where we are.
And "God keep watch 'tween thee and me";
This is my prayer;
He looks thy way, He looketh mine,
And keeps us near.

I know not where thy road may lie,
Or which way mine will be;
If mine will lead thro' parching sands
And thine beside the sea;
Yet God keeps watch 'tween thee and me,
So never fear;
He holds thy hands, He claspeth mine,"
And keeps us near.

Should wealth and fame perchance be thine,
And my lot lowly be,
Or you be sad and sorrowful,
And glory be for me,
Yet God keep watch 'tween thee and me;
Both be His care;
One arm round thee and one round me
Will keep us near.

I sigh sometimes to see thy face,
But since this may not be,
I'll leave thee to the care of Him
Who cares for thee and me.
"I'll keep you both beneath my wings,"
This comforts, dear; One wing o'er thee
and one o'er me,
Will keep us near.

And though our paths be separate,
And thy way is not mine,
Yet coming to the Mercy seat,
My soul will meet with thine.
And "God keep watch 'tween thee and me,"
I'll whisper there.
He blesseth thee, He blesseth me,
And we are near.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Natatawa naman ako sa text ng classmate ko kagabi. Sabi niya regarding our assignment due on Saturday:

Kaya mo yan! Wala pa me nasisimulan eh. Take it easy. Get enough rest and be silly sometimes.

Near midnight na siya nagtext. Morning ko nabasa kasi nakatulog na ako from watching too much TV. :) Fulfilled na yung “get enough rest” thingie. Actually, there’s no need to say that kasi tutulog talaga ako kahit ano pang mangyari. I really have no plans of doing my assignment hanggang bukas!

With regard to being silly … I think I am already doing that. The problem is hindi nga lang sometimes – lagi-lagi. :)

Cramming na naman bukas!

Monday, April 03, 2006

(,'_')

I am evil.
The source of it this morning.
I had my family quarreled because of me
and my stupid sense of time.
Hay...naku.

In the end, ako pa yung kabati nila,
sila makaka-away...
hay...

I don't know how to reconcile them.. :,(

Saturday, April 01, 2006

In the eye of a storm

calmness...

hours before the exam and
i am extremely calm.
bad...
i am used to feeling nervous before the exam
tapos...
biglang wala lang.
it scares the hell out of me...
tingan na lang natin kung ano mangyayari...

sige, alis na ako.
I'm off to LB.
wish me luck!

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Little big issue

Whenever I study for my ENRM subjects, hina-high blood ako.

Kasi naman, why would some people, with all the resources the ALREADY have, still want to obtain more?! That is at the expense of our environment!

Nakakainis! Grrrr!

Naalala ko tuloy yung dati kong boss. He’s a known economist in the country. He was also the one who, in a way, influenced me to take up MA in Economics (which, I did not finish – thank you very much :). I’ve been under him for almost two years and I know that he is a good person.

But one day I overheard him talked to one of his students regarding the current economic situation of the country. Maya-maya narinig ko na ang mga katagang (not verbatim):

“I don’t know why they keep on raising the issue on environmental degradation. When our economy’s already in an excellent position, we can worry about the environment. Like in the case of the United States! But right now, allow us to use all the available resources to attain our goal of …”

Hanggang ngayon tanda ko pa! And I am a very forgetful person. But this one… hindi ko yata makakalimutan. It really drove me to the wall.

Nakakalungkot isipin, na pinagwawalang bahala lang ng ibang sector ng lipunan ang isyu tungkol sa kapaligiran. Eh para saan pa at nalikha ang salitang sustainable development?

But these success stories give me hope:


1. Chipko Movement in India – In the 1970s, women and children started practicing the hugging of trees to deter would-be tree cutters in India. “People protected the forest not because someone else was telling them they should, but because, they know they must do it if they are to survive.”
Source: ENRM 221 Module, Chapter 11

2. Yakap Sa Lawa Movement – In 2000, “some ten thousand San Pablo citizens gathered to protest the pollution and environmental degradation of Sampalok Lake. Students, clergy, housewives, religious and civic leaders, businessmen and government workers all trooped out to join “Yakap sa Lawa”, during which they “embraced” the lake, pulling forces together as they held hands in formation around the perimeter of the more than 100 hectare body of water.”
Source: http://www.bwf.org/bk/2k/02/29_02_lawa/lawa.html


~~~

Anyway, you probably found my topics getting weirder and weirder lately. Don’t worry I'll go back to my usual topics of discussion after April 1.

Exam day ko yan. Maghapon.
Need your prayers…
for miracle.
Thanks. :)

Monday, March 27, 2006

The moment as it comes

"Embrace it when it comes...even for just a moment."

The moment had passed.
I think I’ve embraced it as much as I could.
And in a way I am thankful...

"...even for just a moment."

Clumsy queen strikes again!

Friday. The right lense of my eyeglasses fell. Yup! It fell! Imagine the frustration of finding out that the reason why the world suddenly seemed blurred, even though I’m wearing my eyeglasses, was because the right lense fell. I really have no choice but to visit an optical the next day to get my glasses fixed.

Saturday. While waiting inside the optical, I asked the attending eye doctor if I could use contact lenses considering that I only have (OS) –1.25 and (OD) – 1.50. Sabi, OK naman daw. So I got a pair and tried them on.

The world became focused again. Hehe. :) And this time, I am comfortable unlike before when I got a pair na sobrang parang may sore eyes ako, not good. I just have to practice putting them on. Hirap pa kasing maglagay.

~~~

My mama, upon learning that I’m wearing contacts now, said: “hala ka! baka dumeretso yan hanggang sa likod ng mata mo!” Sabay tawa.

Mama ko ang kulit! :)

~~~

I like this:

Hope is not a granted wish or a favor performed… it is a zany, unpredictable dependence on a God who loves to surprise us out of our socks.
Max Lucado

Friday, March 24, 2006

Blowin' in the Wind

Bob Dylan

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man?
Yes, 'n' how many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand?
Yes, 'n' how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before they're forever banned?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?
Yes, 'n' how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry?
Yes, 'n' how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.

How many years can a mountain exist
Before it's washed to the sea?
Yes, 'n' how many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free?
Yes, 'n' how many times can a man turn his head,
Pretending he just doesn't see?
The answer, my friend, is blowin' in the wind,
The answer is blowin' in the wind.


~~~

From the Daily Dig subscription:

A Mother's Plea

Marie Fatayi-Williams

There have been streams of tears, innocent tears. There have been rivers of blood, innocent blood. Which cause has been served? Certainly not the cause of God or Allah, because God Almighty only gives life and is full of mercy.

How much blood must be spilled? How many tears shall we cry? How many mothers' hearts must be maimed? It's time to stop and think. We cannot live in fear because we are surrounded by hatred. Hatred begets only hatred. It is time to stop this vicious cycle of killing. We must all stand together, for our common humanity.

She lost her only son in the London bombings…

Source: Press conference near Tavistock Square, London, July, 11 2005

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Tamad

I'm so over mega tamad!!!
super dupper over tamad!

Hindi pa rin tapos ang portfolio ko.
The sem's almost over!
Grabe!!!!

Napapapraning na ako!
hay...

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Forgiveness

Lately, I’m in a habit of listening to AM radio before going to bed to buzz off the unnecessary (a.k.a. scary) night sounds. :) Last night, as the program host bade his final adieu, he read the gospel for the next day (which is today) as his parting words to the listeners.

The gospel talks about forgiveness - timely, first, because it is Lent and second, there are at least three people whom I cannot bring myself to forgive.


Matthew 18: 21 - 35
21 Then Peter came up and said to him, "Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? As many as seven times?"
22 Jesus said to him, "I do not say to you seven times, but seventy times seven.

According to the host, forgiveness is a very hard thing to do. This is because it entails loving the person who has caused you so much pain and suffering, may it be physically or worse emotionally. It also necessitates forgetting the offense made.

Probably, that is why it is so hard to forgive noh? Kasi, when someone hurts me really bad, I tend to hold on to that hurt or else I’ll fall apart and be vulnerable again. But then again, we were promised that He would catch us each time we fall – no matter how many times and no matter how deep. And putting that in mind makes me feel very secure and light.

I don’t know when I will be able to say: “I’ve already forgiven you” – completely but I know that in God's time, I’ll be able to do just that. :)

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Samu't-saring kwento

Lisieux reigns!

We had a blast last February 28 during the Alay Musika XXI concert! I saw my batchmates and fellow alumni during and after the concert. Our part (The Wind beneath My Wings) went well naman. The residents were fabulous. The choreography was great; they’re very graceful :) In short it was really a wonderful night.

Picture with my batchmates (Kenosis '97):



~~~

KAPUSO for a day – only!

One of the many requirements in DevC 206 was to visit a radio station. Don, my classmate, was kind enough to organize a trip to the Inquirer and Radio Veritas last month. Sadly, due to a very tight schedule, I wasn’t able to join them.

Fortunately, since there were several of us who weren’t able to join the 1st batch, they tasked me to organize the second one.

I first called DZMM (ABS-CBN 2) since Ate Baby was there. But when I inquired they told me that we have to pay Php110.00 per head for a studio tour. When I told my classmates, they said in DZBB (GMA 7) it’s for free. Kaya dun na lang kami.

Of course, I couldn’t help but compare. I’ve been to ABS several times and it’s my first time to be in GMA. Ok naman. I just noticed that there were fewer people in GMA. Kasi sa ABS, lobby ka pa lang, super dami na ng tao. :)

We met Mike Enriquez, Arnold Clavio, Ali Sotto, and Joe Spinner. I had a feeling that everybody’s kind there. :) Kasi naman we were accommodated properly and every question asked were answered.

PERO siyempre, paglabas na paglabas ng gate, I am a KAPAMILYA through and through :)




~~~

Second Destination

Rizal Park a.k.a. Luneta
SFC Bicutan Choir Fellowship
March 12, 2006
Pictures:

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Cutless

Everybody is invited to watch and be part of the UPLB Lisieux Music Ministry Alay Musika XXI entitled "Cutless" tonight, 7:00 pm at the D.L. Umali Hall.

We hope to see all there! :)

Me, super over mega excited (and nervous)

;)

Monday, February 27, 2006

Our new baby

:) sobrang cutie!!!

Presenting... Baby Carlo!

Thursday, February 23, 2006

From the movie "Someone Like You"

Eddie Alden: Why are you doing this to yourself?

Jane Goodale: Because if I’m wrong, men don’t leave all women, they leave me.

Eddie Alden: I know what it does to you, I know. Maybe that's why we hold on as hard as we do. We just can't believe that such a miracle can happen to us twice. But it can, someday you'll find it again.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Para sa paborito kong inaanak

Today is the 7th birthday of my "PINAKApaborito at PINAKAmabait" na inaanak. For those who do not know yet, he is the naughtiest of all my inaanaks and/but also the sweetest. :)

Happy birthday my dear Raphael Troy! :)

I hope to find Peter Pan and his Lost Boys for you… :)




~~~

When Big Brother asked Rico about his plans after the “conflict” with Roxy.

He said:
Fix it by not fixing it. Parang sugat. Linisin, huwag “kalikutin ng kalikutin”, pabayaan hanggang maghilom at pag naghilom na, pag-usapan.

Monday, February 20, 2006

A much deeper sigh

This broke my heart…

Mud buries Leyte town
Hundreds feared dead, thousands left homeless
By Jeannette I. Andrade, February 18, 2006
Hundreds of people were feared dead after earth, loosened by days of continuous rain, slid down a mountain and engulfed a town in Southern Leyte on Friday.


On December 23, 2003, people of Dipolog City and Zamboanga del Norte province gave this statement: "We do not want the Leyte tragedy to happen in Zamboanga del Norte."
Leyte tragedy wakes Zambo folk to dangers of logging By Edwin Fernandez

Then this happened:

Slide hits Zambo town
By Al Jacinto, February 20, 2006
Zamboanga City: At least 10 people were missing after torrential rains loosened mud and boulders that buried a row of thatched houses in Zamboanga del Sur on Saturday, officials said Sunday.

~~~

It bothers me to see…

this:

Surprise: Reyes goes to DENR
By Gil C. Cabacungan Jr. (Inq7.net)
MalacaƱang pulled a major surprise in its latest batch of Cabinet appointees, transferring Interior Secretary Angelo Reyes, a longtime ally of President Macapagal-Arroyo, to the Department of Environment and Natural Resources.

and this:

Massive oil spill threatens white Boracay beaches
By Philip C. Tubeza (Inq7.net)
A massive oil spill caused by a National Power Corp. (Napocor) barge last December is threatening the world-famous Boracay island resort, senators said yesterday.

~~~

Ang sa akin lang anong gagawin ng isang heneral sa isang kagawaran na humahawak sa mga isyung pang kalikasan ng Bansa? Halos lahat ng trahedyang nangyayari ngayon ay may kaugnayan sa kapinsalaang ginawa ng tao sa kanyang kapaligiran.

I hate preaching and I do not want to judge pero sa kalagayan ng Pilipinas ngayon, siguro ay mas mabuting isang experto sa pangangalaga ng kalikasan ang inilagay ng ating mahal na pangulo sa nasabing pwesto.

Alam kong kailangan ng kamay na bakal sa pagpapatupad ng mga batas na magproprotekta sa ating kalikasan, ngunit hanggang hindi tumatanim sa puso at isip ng mga tao ang relasyon nila sa kanilang kapaligiran patuloy na magkakaroon ng landslide sa Leyte, baha sa Quezon at pagkamatay ng mga isda at bakawan sa Boracay.

Katulad nga ng sinasabi sa amin ng aming mga propesor sa aming nga subjects sa ENRM, being an environmentalist doesn't only mean planting trees and throwing garbage in the trash can, it is a way of life... it must be a way of life.

For the victims of the Leyte and Zamboanga tragedy, let us offer a minute of silence for the eternal repose of the soul of the departed and grace for those who survived.

~~~

Ang sakit sakit sa dibdib.
Hihimatayin yata ako sa sama ng loob.
I’ve been trying to hold my temper since the first week of February.
I do not want to talk back.
Pero grabe na talaga.
Ang sakit sa dibdib.
I don’t even want to see him sa sobrang sama ng loob ko.
I cannot look at him.
I just can’t.
Oh God, please help me.
Next week, I’ll start looking for another job.
In as much as I don’t want to leave my dream job,
I think it’s time.

Sabi ko kay Arlene nung minsan, I am the kind of person na kailangan munang may drastic na mangyari before I let go of something. And true enough…
This is the third time.
Sayang I’ll be celebrating my two years pa naman sana here on March 16.
Tatagal pa kaya ako…

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Outstanding children’s books

I am currently reading The Blue Sword (one of the winners of the 1983 Newberry Honor):



Hay… Super ganda! :)

I wish I could find the prequel book entitled: The Hero and the Crown (winner of the 1985 Newberry Medal)

~~~

Lately I'm more inclined to read (and collect) books that were awarded by the American Library Association (ALA) with the NEWBERRY MEDAL AND HONOR BOOK AWARD. I already have the following added to my small library:

1998 Honor Books: Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine (HarperCollins)
1997 Honor Books: The Thief by Megan Whalen Turner (Greenwillow/Morrow)
1995 Honor Books: Catherine, Called Birdy by Karen Cushman (Clarion)
1990 Honor Books: The Winter Room by Gary Paulsen (Jackson/Orchard)
1988 Honor Books: After The Rain by Norma Fox Mazer (Morrow)
1987 Medal Winner: The Whipping Boy by Sid Fleischman (Greenwillow)
1983 Honor Books: The Blue Sword by Robin McKinley (Greenwillow)
1978 Medal Winner: Bridge to Terabithia by Katherine Paterson (Crowell)
1963 Medal Winner: A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L'Engle (Farrar)

~~~

For 2006 here are the winners of the said Award:

2006 Medal Winner: Criss Cross by Lynne Rae Perkins (Greenwillow Books/HarperCollins)
Honor Books:
· Whittington by Alan Armstrong, illustrated by S.D. Schindler (Random House)
· Hitler Youth: Growing Up in Hitler's Shadow by Susan Campbell Bartoletti (Scholastic)
· Princess Academy by Shannon Hale (Bloomsbury Children's Books)
· Show Way by Jacqueline Woodson, illustrated by Hudson Talbott (G.P. Putnam's Sons)

~~~

hehe ;)


Gorgeous Untamed Angel Delivering Arousing Gratification and Unrestrained, Rapturous Loving

Friday, February 10, 2006

Excited!

I'm very much looking forward to being with all of you again. :)


Thursday, February 09, 2006

Happy birthday Arlene!

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I do not have any forecast for you since I now realize that I am not a witch in my very recent past life (siguro I was one during my first past life), BUT I have birthday wishes…

Game? Oki!

I pray that the good Lord would continue to shower His wonderful blessings upon you. You have sooooo much and still the pouring continue.

I also pray that you may have peace in your life and in your heart.

I pray that you would be free enough to rest but not that much that you would be bored with life.

Most especially, since I am a member of your search committee, I pray that you may find that very special man who would love you and whom you would love for the rest of your life (or better yet may he find you – para masmasaya!).

Happy 26th Birthday! Mwah! Mwah! Mwah!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

A deeper sigh

Hay… didn’t know I’d be this depress. Didn’t know it would hurt this much – again. I’ve been brushing the issue since last week pa. Baka kasi kaya ko.

The delay didn’t help at all; in fact it is worst than ever.

Sabi ni Kuya Henry (brod in lisyu) last Saturday, “Ok lang yan. Hindi mo pa lang naiisip ngayon, pero dadating ang time that everything would be all right. You’ll see.” He seemed so sure. Siguro nga… Sana nga po.

I just asked Him and all His beloved Angels to hug me… one long, tight and sweet hug would do. :,(

~~~

One of my officemates gave birth last January and I was tasked to take some of her load kaya mejo praning ang lola niyo lately. I have to finish the following:

Two annual reports – 2004 and 2005 due on February 23 and May 25 respectively
2004 Transactions – due on February 23
Awardees Directory – End of March
2006 Abstract of Papers Presented during the ASM – July 12

Have to organize and act as secretariat to the following:
July 11 – OYSI National Convention
July 12 and 13 – Annual Scientific Meeting (Publicity and Socials Committee)

Waaaaahhhh, sana lang buhay pa ako pag dating ng July at hindi pa nag-hahara kiri sa dami ng trabaho! I’d be very busy until August. So help me God.

Friday, February 03, 2006

Lantican – The National Scientist

Plant breeding is the genetic adjustment of plants to the service of man (Frankel, O.H.). One needs patience, hard work, and dedication for it takes years before one gets what one needs. Such is the case of Dr. Ricardo M. Lantican – plant breeder par excellence.

The making of a scientist

Ricardo or “Ric” as fondly called by his family and colleagues was born on January 8, 1933 in Los Banos, Laguna to Lorenzo, a Disbursing Officer at the UPLB College of Forestry, and Feliza, an elementary teacher at the Los Banos public school. Being pre-war elementary teachers themselves, his parents worked very hard to send him and his nine siblings to school. They instilled in him the importance of education.

At an early age, he displayed a great deal of enthusiasm, diligence and hard work. He graduated from Los Banos Elementary School in 1946 with honors and went to the UP Rural High School where he graduated with honors in 1950. He earned his undergraduate degree in Agriculture majoring in Agronomy from the University of the Philippines Los Banos (UPLB). He then pursued his master’s degree in crop science from North Carolina State College and his doctorate degree from the Iowa State University.

His efforts and outstanding performance in college was noticed by no other than National Scientist Discoro L. Umali himself, the father of plant breeding.

Dr. Umali during that time was in the process of transforming the UP College of Agriculture into a university. One of his projects was strengthening the manpower of the UPCA through staff development. He recruited brilliant students to be part of this program and Ric Lantican was one of those chosen few. With the encouragement from the expert himself, Ric Lantican viewed Dr. Umali as his inspiration to further pursue a career in plant breeding.

Contribution to the Kingdom Plantae

Lantican’s lifework was focused on field legumes that are important to the Filipino diet as a source of protein. His works that started in the early 60s resulted in the development and release of more than 20 improved varieties of mungbean (CES and Pag-asa series), soybean, and peanut. These outstanding varieties have become the choice varieties of farmers not only in the Philippines but also in Thailand, Taiwan, Vietnam, Indonesia, Myanmar, South Korea, Sri Lanka, India, Bangladesh, and China.

One of his most significant works, which was done in collaboration with a colleague and a graduate student, showed the world the relationship between cytoplasmic male sterility in maize and crop’s hypersensitivity to the Southern leaf blight disease. The Southern leaf blight disease in the 70s costs U.S. multibillion dollar losses to the corn industry. The world recognized the importance of this discovery when the US found out that almost all of the corn hybrids grown in the US were susceptible to such disease. This also caught the world’s attention on the vulnerability of genetically uniform crops to pests and diseases, thus raising interest in conserving genetic diversity.

The Scientist Administrator

An effective administrator has an extensive knowledge about his area.

Dr. Lantican rose from the ranks at the UPLB-CA as Junior Research Fellow (1954-1955) to Professor Emeritus (1998 to date). He became the Head of the Division of Plant Breeding (1963-1974); Chairman of the Department of Agronomy (1974-1980); Director of the Institute of Plant Breeding (1979-1984); and Director of Research of the UPLB (1984-1987, 1970-1973).

In 1967-1968, he was a Visiting Professor at the Cornell University, New York. After a decade, he worked as a Research Associate at the University of British Columbia in Vancouver, Canada. This was in relation to a Canadian International Development Agency (CIDA) projects in Sulawesi, Indonesia (1978-1979).

From 1988 to 1992, he worked as an Undersecretary for Research and Development at the Department of Science and Technology (DOST).

Aside from his academic positions at the UPLB and administrative posts in the national government, he also served as consultant in different national and international agencies. He also had brief consultancies with the Asian Development Bank (ADB), Food and Agriculture Organization (FAO) and International Rice Research Institute (IRRI).

The Family Man

“Harmonizing the heart and brain through love is what can establish a complete intelligence, a complete self…”

Through a colleague, Dr. Lantican met the woman who made his life complete. In 1964, he married the former Editha Santos, a Chemist/Analyst of the Philippine Sugar Institute, located just at the back of the Chemistry Building at UPLB where he worked. Their union produced two accomplished offspring. Their eldest, Emmanuel is a cardiologist while Carmella, their youngest, is a food technologist with an MBA degree.

A Rightful Recognition

After almost three quarter of a century, Dr. Lantican’s contributions to the amazing and yet complex field of plant breeding were finally recognized. On 5 December 2005, in one of the grand ballrooms of Malacanan Palace, the President of the Republic of the Philippines, Her Excellency Gloria Macapagal Arroyo, bestowed upon him the rank and title of National Scientist - the highest honor that could be given to a man or woman of science for exemplary and significant achievements and contributions to science and technology. Since 1978, the Academy has been able to produce 30 National Scientists. Of this number, only 11 are living including him.

Part of his award includes a Presidential Medallion – Order of National Scientist from the Office of the President of the Philippines and a cash prize from the National Academy of Science and Technology (NAST). Other benefits and privileges include a monthly life pension, medical hospitalization and a state funeral for a deceased National Scientists.

In all his accomplishments one cannot help but remember the famous line that says, a journey of a thousand mile begins with a single step. Dr. Lantican, now 73, has taken more than a million steps in order to reach his dream – to help Filipino farmers uplift their lives through plant breeding.

When asked what principle guided him by, with no qualms he said, “While you are at work in any field, do your best. Do not shift interest too often and be consistent with your goal. See to it that time is properly utilized. Be focused. Define your goal clearly to be able to see how you can attain it.”

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Galit ako!

galit! grrr!
can't breath sa sobrang inis!
i am so angry!
naku! if i could only twist his neck...

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Sabay sa ihip ng hangin

Music and lyrics by: Vince de Jesus
Arrangement: Vince de Jesus
Soloist: Paolo Paculan


Ihip ng hangin
Pakinggan Mo't Iyong maririnig
Awit ng pag-ibig
Alay ko sa 'Yo lamang

Kahit na ilang ulit Mo nang narinig
Sana'y pansinin
Ang tinig kong umaawit ng kundiman
Ang puso kong sabik sa 'Yong kandungan
Iyo sanang pakadinggin aking panalangin

Na kahit ako ay maligaw
Sa 'Yo ay mabalik
Sabay sa ihip ng hangin
Tangi kong ligaya'y makapiling Ka

Ang tangi kong ligaya ay Ikaw
Kapiling Ka

Kahit na ilang ulit Mo nang narinig
Sana'y pansinin
Ang tining kong sabik sa 'Yong kandungan
Iyo sanang pakadinggin aking panalangin

Na kahit ako ay maligaw
Sa 'Yo ay mabalik
Sabay sa ihip ng hangin
Kailan kaya ang susunod na hanging darating?

Monday, January 23, 2006

Heart's sigh

I am in a state of restlessness (– again) because of too much pressure from work, studies and family.

Wala lang. But I am not tired and I am not complaining. Mas marami pang dapat mag complain kesa sa’kin… I am still blessed.

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Jeric was my 21-years-old cousin who died of cancer in 2004. He was the second son in a family of seven children. The CA was detected May, he died August. We were devastated because we only noticed the lump on his neck March 2004.

More than a year later, his 21-year-old sister found a lump on the same spot of her neck. It was diagnosed as undifferentiated carcinoma also known as cancer of the nasal cavity.

According to the doctor, she might as well cut her hair short and ask someone to make a wig out of it because the chemotherapy would just damage the hair follicles, which would eventually lead to hair fall. She also has to undergo radiotherapy every day for 20-30 days.

This news broke our hearts. For the second time, cancer poses a challenge to the whole family. I hope we get out of this one undefeated.

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I miss him terribly. In truth, kung gugustuhin ko lang, I could contact him. But no, I won’t. Because finally the lesson on loving and letting go of someone you really love is finally sinking into my whole being. This time, I want to make a conscious effort to stop hating him. Very hard task… pero I really want to pick up the pieces and get on with my life na, happy and free from all the burdens that has been weighing me down ever since.

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I attended the SFC choir practice last Thursday night and I missed Lisieux very, very much. They were practicing the piece "JESUS" which we sang during the 2000 concert (my last year in LB). I noticed that I am grabbing every opportunity to be with my new community. I look forward to attending every scheduled meeting and practice they have. I suddenly wonder why in the world was I so lazy to attend meetings and practices back then. When I voiced this out loud last night, Arlene answered: kasi busy ka! Ahhhh, the opportunity cost of having a boyfriend :P

Thursday, January 19, 2006

I am Death

Death, the second of The Endless, you are responsible for ending all lives and taking them to your realm, from which no one ever returns. You are bright, positive, happy, optimistic%2
Death, the second of The Endless, you are
responsible for ending all lives and taking
them to your realm, from which no one ever
returns. You are bright, positive, happy,
optimistic and enjoy everything about life, but
that does not mean your silly or stupid. You
can lay the smack down when you have to!
Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.


Which Endless are you?
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

First destination

This year, I plan to reach as many places as possible.
For my first destination:
Majayjay, Laguna
SFC Fellowship
January 14, 2006
Pictures:




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Photos of the week:



Monday, January 09, 2006

Happy New Year!

Ambilis ng panahon, 2006 na agad. I have to constantly remind myself to writing six at the end of the two zeros instead of five.

We had a peaceful new year’s eve. No finger was lost and not as single drop of blood was shed ;)

Although 2005 hadn’t been a problem-free year. Still, I feel very blessed and loved. :) As always, at every start of the year, I am hoping for a better one this year.

I only have two resolutions and I can only mention one here. Ok, eto na po: Pipilitin ko pong HINDI NA MA-LATE. :) There, enough said.

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My mom and I went out the other night to buy a pair of shoes. Inside the food court, I saw two ladies and a man laughing together sharing a solo sized Greenwich pizza and a Sunday. They were clearly having fun.

It suddenly occurred to me that I like the “walang pera” gimmick. Let me clear this. I like going out with lots of money to spend, however, being with friends and loved ones does not necessarily mean that there should be lots of cash to splurge. I should know this kasi nung college (and up until now) my friends and I still do this once in a while just to be with each other.

Just a month ago, I had “dinner” with Lenen at Dunkin Donuts. Each of us had (for the so-called dinner) a cup of coffee and a ham and cheese Bunwhich kasi we were low on budget then. We stayed there for about 3 hours siguro just chatting, updating each other about work, family, love life etc. and even if we don’t have much to expend, we still had fun.

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Naiinis ako sa mga taong nagsasabi ang mga empleyado ng gobyerno ay WALANG ginagawa. Super naiinis ako sa mga taong ganun.

Somebody who’s not even connected to any government institution once jokingly said to me, siguro wala kang ginagawa sa office. I should remember daw that I am being paid by the taxpayer’s money. You know what my reaction was – I flared up. Why? Here are the reasons:

There are only 13 employees in our agency. Every year since the agency was established, an annual scientific meeting is held with the general aim of informing the public about the latest studies and discoveries in the field of science and technology. Yearly almost a thousand scientists, researchers, students, etc. attend this scientific meeting to get updated.

The preparation for this event starts almost a year before the scheduled date. Meaning if the meeting is in July, the preparation starts in late October. At least two weeks before the event, some of us would stay in the office for days to finish everything. This is with out over time pay. Not once did we receive a payment for an OT work. May iba na nga kaming meaning sa OT eh – Over Tawad.

On the top of all these are our “real” functions that we have to carry out no matter what happen.

Nope, I am not complaining. I like being busy. Call me idealistic but I like seeing the results and its effect on the people and our country.

I may even be exaggerating a bit (ok, just a small bit) but PLEASE don’t generalize when you give comments on how government employees work because some of us really take our tasks seriously. Besides, we are also taxpayers; we also have the same rights as those who work in private companies.

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Pertaining to this. I now pray for strength so that I can break his neck! Hindi pa tapos ang first week ng bagong taon! nakailang rows na kami. Hay…

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Photo of the Week:

Brothers

Thursday, December 29, 2005

I See the Moon

(a nursery rhyme)

I see the moon and the moon sees me
And the moon sees the one that I long to see.
So God bless the moon and God bless me
and God bless the one that I long to see.
It seems to me that God above
created you for me to love.
He picked you out of all the rest
because he knew I loved you the best.
I once had a heart called mine you see,
but now it's gone to you from me.
So take good care as I have done
for you have two and I have none.
I see the moon and the moon sees me
And the moon sees the one that Iong to see.
So God bless the moon and God bless me
And God bless the one that I long to see.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

December fever

December is almost over and I only have one entry. Grabe, how lousy could I get in keeping this blog? To make up for the unwritten ones, I’ll try to put a thing or two about what happened this month.

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December is my most favorite month because it houses a number of special occasions. But this year, it’s extra special. Last December 9, my Taluts gave birth to a very healthy cute baby boy. He was named, Carlo.

I’ve been around with kids a lot this year but having a newborn baby inside the house is something else. Seem like because of him, everybody’s calm and kind. Voices are not being raised because the baby might wake up if he’s sleeping or might cry if he is awake.

My first words when I saw him were, “ang liit-liit naman niya!”

It’s like Joey saying to baby Emma (daughter of Rachel), “She looks so real! Y’know what I mean! She’s this whole tiny little person.”

Here is his picture:




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Second, I am now a member of CFC Singles for Christ, Bicutan Unit. I graduated last December 11 at the Sto. NiƱo Parish Chapel. Not yet sure if it is really meant for me (and vise versa), but I’m here…waiting for something to happen. I think it’s good for me. It is slowly, bit by bit bandaging my broken soul. I still miss Lisieux though.

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Next is my birthday. I had a nice birthday, a peaceful one. Ok naman. I spent my night at home watching Friends and eating ice cream. Mama sent me a bilao of pansit sotanghon and a box of pichi-pichi. Arlene, on the other hand, wrote me this and gave me a mango ice cream cake. Of course I’ll never know if it’s really meant for me, because of the flavor, but just the same, it tasted great. :) I’m not yet done with the transcription of birthday greetings but I’ll post it the soonest.

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By the way, I forgot to mention December 8, Immaculate Conception - the day Mama Mary was conceived - without original sin. It was pointed out in one homily that she’s the first Christian, the first one who experienced the saving of the Christ. The homily that particular day focused not on the sexual pureness of Mary, as was yearly preached, but on the pureness of her heart in preparation for the coming of our Lord.

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Then, Ate Baby and Kuya Apol got married last Sunday, December 17 at Villa Escudero Plantation. I was one of the Bridesmaids :). I was being teased by a friend saying, “Always a bridesmaid, never the bride.”



“Oh well,” I said with a shrug and a smile. In my heart I know that sometimes it’s better to be this way than to be with the wrong one, di ba?



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Moving further to the topic of Christmas, I attempted (take note of the term) to complete the Simbang Gabi - again. Unfortunately, due to exhaustion and non-working cellphone alarm clock, I did not make it on the 2nd day pa lang. Hay... last year I also attempted to finish it, kaya lang on the last day I failed to wake up early. In short sa buong buhay ko, ndi ko pa nakukumpleto ang simbang gabi. Ever!

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BTW, I attended the SFC Christmas party last night. I had fun! :)

Monday, December 12, 2005

My day

Today is the feast day of Our Lady of Guadalupe

"Listen and let it penetrate your heart...do not be troubled or weighed down with grief. Do not fear any illness or vexation, anxiety or pain. Am I not here who am your Mother? Are you not under my shadow and protection? Am I not your fountain of life? Are you not in the folds of my mantle? In the crossing of my arms? Is there anything else you need?" (Our Lady's words to her servant Juan Diego.) - By Brother Michael, M.I.C.M.

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Today is the birthday of my "namepartner". Papa's father - my Lolo Lope.

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Today is the birthday of atleast half a dozen people i know who were not named Guada, Guadalupe, or Lope.

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Today is MY day.
And i feel blessed :)

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Love disenchantment

I got a text message from one of my sisters in Lisyu this morning. She informed me that her boyfriend of six years got married last week. They got separated last September this year because the guy cannot promise her the exact date of their wedding day. They were engaged for I think 2 years.

Another friend was engaged for a year only to find out a month before the wedding that the guy already has a live-in partner.

Grabe… I don’t know what to say. Is this how we deal with love these days?

I shouldn’t generalize. But these are the facts. They are being thrown at my face. I’m so, so disappointed… :(

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I dreamed of being chased by a crocodile in a man-made pond with him. At the end of the dream he was able to escape. I, on the other hand, woke up.

Crocodile

Definition:
Seeing a crocodile in your dream forewarns of hidden danger. Someone near you is giving you bad advice and is trying to sway you into poor decisions. The crocodile may be an aspect of yourself and your aggressive and "snappy" attitude. Or maybe it reveals that you have displayed some false emotions and shedding "crocodile tears". Dreaming that you are chased or bitten by a crocodile means disappointments in love and in business.

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Nais ko
Fr. Mimo Perez

Nais ko sanang muling makamtan
Aking karanasan noong kamusmusan
Walang alinlangan, walang pangamba
Laging naniniwala't nagtitiwala

Akala ko sa aking pagtanda ay uunlad
Bakit ang buhay ko'y naging hungkag
Sana'y muling matutunan sigla ng kamusmusan
At ang matibay na paniniwala sa pagmamahal

Nais ko sanang muling balikan
Ang buhay kong payak ngunit puno ng galak
Kahit kung minsan napapaiyak
Mayamaya lang ay muling humahalkhak

Nais ko sanang maulit muli
Mga sandaling ako ay nanatiling
Buong pananalig na nakikinig
At tumatalima sa bulong ng pag-ibig

Monday, November 21, 2005

Draining

Sometimes I get so discouraged here in the office. My work is totally related to the degree I finished. Super. That's why I felt so blessed when I got accepted here. Pero lately, hindi na. Naramdaman mo na ba yung, alam mong kaya mo but because of the people around you who do not believe in you (or in any body else except in themselves) mafe-feel mo na rin na hindi mo kaya? That is exactly how I feel right now.

As far as I know I was trained to do the things I’m doing right now. But my boss, who feels like s/he is intellectually superior above all others; who think that questioning is a mortal sin; and who thinks that every bad thing that happened is your fault, doesn’t feel that way.

Nagsisimula pa lang ako, idi-discourage na ako. I know I shouldn’t say this, pero nawawalan na ako ng kumpiyansa sa sarili ko. It’s so hard to resist them… hirap sobra. Very energy draining indeed.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Angel Wisdom #2

Angels know your good bits and you bad bits, and they still love you.
- Proverb